toyshopfullofhorrors

Thursday, November 26, 2009

I like zebras (:

Sunday, November 15, 2009

oh my god,

this is it.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

My grandfather's funeral was this morning.
I didn't attend.
The funeral was far,far away.
Across the South China Sea.
In the Philippine islands.
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I did not attend because my SPM was 10 days away the day he passed away.
I was already on the verge of an emotional breakdown before it.
When my mother told me about what happened, I was shocked.
I was very sad. But I wasn't upset because he passed away.
But I was sad because I never got to know him.
So I went to my room and lied down on the floor, staring into the ceiling.
I do that sometimes to clear my head.
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I wanted to for the funeral.
I was planning to.
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My mother told me she didn't want to stress me out.
So she said I could just forego it.
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So I did.
Cause I knew if I went, I would be so disoriented in a foreign country;
completely forget what was going on here;
get upset when I saw my aunties and grandmother and cousins cry for the first time;
and just BE in that emotionally stressful environment.
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So I did,
not go.
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My mother flew off on Monday night and my father left on Tuesday night.
I've been alone, all week in this house.
Not exactly how I'd expect to experience my first week alone in this house.
Not exactly how I'd expect to spend the last 10 days before SPM starts.
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I've kept my guard up as much as I could,
to not get upset because of this unfortunate event;
and to not get distracted.
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But I'll admit, I did crack many times.
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Mark surprised me yesterday on my doorstep with bunkus-ed maggi goreng.
That cheered me up.
I really needed that.
Thank you (:

So here's to you Dr. Reynaldo Roman,
I'll always regret the fact I never got to know you,
but I want to thank you for raising this colorful bunch of people I call my aunties, uncle and mother.

Goodbye Lolo.
<3

Sunday, November 1, 2009

"I just met this 5 foot 7 guy who’s just my type.
I like the way he’s speaking;
his confidence is peaking.
Don’t like his baggy jeans but I'mma like what’s underneath it."

Monday, October 19, 2009

Happy Halloween!

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Sucks we don't celebrate it here.
Could really use the candy now :(
Last year my friends and I were planning a Halloween party so we could all dress up.
Yeah, that never worked out.
I was gonna dress up as a dude :p
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Apparently Katy Perry and I think alike.

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My next choice was Cleopatra cause she is the first sex symbol in world history.
Anne Hathaway looks so pretty here.

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The Tyra Banks costume,
so mean laaaaaaaaa.

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Kim Kardashian as Wonder Woman,
though she looks more like a man here.

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It's Cousin It from the Addam's Family!

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The King and Queen of Halloween is Heidi Klum and Seal, hands down.
They come up with the wackiest, most original costumes.
My favourite was Eve and the apple+serpent
And yes, that is Seal in a blonde wig.

Don't know when this is dated but Heidi dressed up as a Hindu god.
The same god they featured in Slumdog Millionaire.
Not sure the name of the Hindu god though.

I wonder which pair of hands are really hers.

So tell me, what would YOUR costume be?

Saturday, October 17, 2009

15th October,

Happy SEXXIIII Seventeenth Sulekha Camille Sivapatham (:

I love you best friend,

you've been there for me since the start till now.

From our little La Salle boy phase in Form 1 to

our horrendous perfume making project in Form 2 to

our 4q inside joke in Form 3

and not forgetting our escapade to you knowwhere with youknowwho during you knowwhen.

It's been 4 years and here's to another 40 more. <3

When we were 13,

4 years later,

We had lunch at Picadilly's after school. God I love that place. The food is good and cheap too (: And the menu is BIG and LONG remember? *inside joke* I remember the whole lot started laughing at me when I said that. Didn't realize how sick it sounded after UNTIL I said it out loud.

After lunch, I had to rush home and get read for Sean's secret surprise party in Jaya One. I'm so busy, everybody wants me. 2 birthday plans in 1 day.

Tasha, Tanisha, Kim and I were waiting at the restaurant alone while the boys went to get the birthday boy. The funny thing was, Sean ended up going to the restaurant BEFORE the boys found him. The girls and I panicked cause he wasn't supposed to know any of us were there. Tasha and Kim ducked under the table and I hid my head with the menu, Tanisha -thank god- covered the cake and ran out to save the situation and not blow the cover.

And the surprise wasn't ruined! (:

Don't you just LOVE the SEXY cake? :P

Since your birthday is only tomorrow, I'm gonna wish you in advance just in case I don't get to blog tmrw.

HAPPY SEXIIII SEVENTEENTH SEAN BYRON GOMES (:

Sorry, the only SOLO picture I have of you is this (:

The time we all went to watch Twilight and I dared you kiss the greasy, dirty, yucky glass and YOU DID. Good times, good times.

I love you both, my favourite October babies <3

Saturday, October 10, 2009

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A lil' somethin' somethin' I found on Tumblr,
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"Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up"
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Saturday, October 3, 2009

I can't wait till SPM ends BECAUSE

I wanna reread Harry Potter and fall in love with the jet black haired spectacled boy all over again.

Friday, October 2, 2009

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You see I got this problem,
and I need help trying to solve it,
cause meeting after meeting,
and I'm still a Jacobbiskut-holic.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

FUCKYEAHJOHNNYDEPP.

(youknowyouloveme Sulekha Camille Sivapatham)

Ooh, I'd like to skinny dip in his swimming pool ;]

I love these last 2 pictures, he looks so CUTE. I could just eat him up.

Monday, September 28, 2009

My mom told me that my auntie's house in the Philippines was hit pretty bad by the flood.
The 2nd floor of the 2 storey townhouse in Manila was completely flooded.
The water was pretty deep. It levelled with my cousin chin, who is a 6 footer.

All the photos, the memories were taken with it. They couldn't even salvage the fridge.
My cousins and my auntie had to waddle and swim to get to the house.
They sent my grandfather to the hospital. Thank god.

I remember a neighbour caged up their dog opposite the house. I hope they were home or the dog would have drowned.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Ohh yeahhh.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

I miss Grey's Anatomy

Sunday, September 20, 2009

I'm heading over to Ash's house in a bit.
Looking forward to the laughs, camera flashes, girly giggles and of course the *fruit punch* (coughcough)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

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I remember when this movie used to mean so much to me.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

drama, drama, drama

It's been helluva week lately.

So has anyone been tuning in to the US Open? (:

Serena Williams decides to be an utter *diva* and be a bitch to the lines(wo)man. She said, "I'm gonna take this ball and shove this down your fucking throat, and KILL you". Man, I would've been shit scared. I mean, have you seen her?? She's more buff than a man! She was fined 10,000 bucks for that. PLUS, she got penalty and coincidentally was the match point. So, she lost. Sucker.

And I would've never guessed Del Potro would beat Federer, omg. :O
But I'm happy for him (:
My father however, not so much.

Watching tennis is so bittersweet for me. I used to play tennis wayyy back in Form 2 with Shalina. But then Form 3 came along and it was PMR PMR PMR all the way, so I stopped playing. So now here I am, 2 years later. Got my 7As I gave up tennis for, went through Form4 and I'm literally less than 10 weeks from SPM and I have not played tennis since.

Unless you count the time where almost beheaded Kimberly the tennis balls couple months ago.Yeah, I got rusty. :(

I almost choked on my maggi goreng when my mother told me Patrick Swayze passed away today.

He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer(i think).

He lost so much of weight looked hella freaky.

Didn't recognise him when I saw him on E!I thought he was recovering well, you know with his major role in The Beast?

I thought since he was acting again he was alright.

The Dirty Dancing days

Post-cancer,

For you hopeless romantics*coughSULEKHAcough*, you MUST watch Ghost. I personally hate mushy shit but I like this shit. Plus it's always funny when Whoopi Goldberg's in it.

Now, I'm not a big fan of Taylor Swift and I LOVE Kanye West's music,what he did during the MTV Video Awards was SO faux paus.He got up the stage, snatched the mike from her and announced that embarrassed her big time.

BOOOOO!

Seriously, WHAT is his problem? Dah la the whole world thinks he's a major asshole. He's not exactly helping himself. I felt bad for Taylor, kesian la.

It was really sweet of Beyonce' to give Taylor her moment when she won an award. (:

Dude, lay off the booze man. Seriouslyyy.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

I know you boys are gonna love me for this,

Looky what I found on the internet (: It's a new movie called Jennifer's Body and *Megan Fox* is in it. She plays this sex-on-legs boy eating demon. Oh, just watch the video. Shut up and savour and thank me later.

I LOVE the part where she burns her tongue with the lighter. It's so bloody sexxxyyyyy.
I'm so watching this movie mayn. The trailer says its coming out on the 18th this month. Thats 9 days away :D But I highly doubt it would be cause you know how Malaysia is kan? It'll probably only be in cinemas NEXT YEAR.
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Orrrrr, they'll just ban it cause they'll say that Megan Fox will turn all them fuckers on and make them rape people on the road. One of those la.
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I didn't know she was only 5"4? All this while I thought she was 5"8 ATLEAST. If you don't believe me, watch this. She mumbles about being 5"4 in there somewhere. It's pretty long video, so it would probably be like finding a needle in a haystack but I'm sure you won't mind :D
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OOOH (: Check out her make up too. She looks a sexy version of Morticia Adams. Some assholes were commenting on the video, calling her names because she was licking her teeth so many times here. She was wearing RED MATTE lipstick laaaa, it sticks on your teeth. I guess she was just making sure she didn't have any red stains on her teeth during her interview, cause that would be just awful. Losers said she was doing that to seduce the interviewer.
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Like she says here, "I say fuck 'em cause they don't know shit"

Besides being drop dead gorgeous, I love her cause she's a brunette and CURVY and average heighted.
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Its a nice change from the stick thin, strawberry blonde amazonians hovering at 5"11.
Oh, what a breath of fresh air.
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I,
HATE,
Sejarah.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Today is 9/11.
Exactly 8 years ago, something terrible happened in New York City.

The city that never sleeps, the city which I absolutely love, absolutely idolise, dream and long to live in. This is a tribute to all the people who lost their lives,
the ones who were on the planes,
the ones in the World Trade Centre,
& the ones who went in to save them but never got out
& all the people they left behind.

Keep your chin up, New York City.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

'I have been uncompromising, peppery, intractable, monomaniacal, tactless, volatile and ofttimes disagreeable... I suppose I'm larger than life' - Bette Davis